情绪不对

今天很早起床

不知道为什么

身体感觉是很健康

可是心里却很郁闷

我不知道哪里不对了

总之就是不对

想坦白却不知从何说起

拖了一天

真的不想再这样下去

:'(

asking

please do ask me

before you interpret something about me

especially my thought

don't guess it yourself

I can bet

you'll never get my thought right

irgendwas bleibt

sag mir, dass dieser Ort hier sicher ist

und alles Gute steht hier still

und dass das Wort, das du mir heute gibst

morgen noch genauso gilt

Diese Welt ist schnell

und hat verlernt beständig zu sein

Denn Versuchungen setzen ihre Frist

doch bitte schwör, dass wenn ich wieder komm

alles noch beim Alten ist

Gib mir ein kleines bisschen Sicherheit

in einer Welt, in der nicht sicher scheint

Gib mir in dieser schnellen Zeit

irgendwas, das bleibt

Gib mir einfach nur ein bisschen Halt

und wieg mich einfach nur in Sicherheit

Hol mich aus dieser schnellen Zeit

Nimm mir ein bisschen Geschwindigkeit

Gib mir was, irgendwas, das bleibt

Auch wenn die Welt den Verstand verliert

dass hier bleibt unberüht

nichts passiert

~Irgendwas Bleibt-Silbermond~

不差在一时

不等都已经那么久了

也不差在那么一段时间

让你受伤的人

总有那种魅力

让你飞蛾扑火

dear

dear

I know you've been through some difficult times

I didn't speak out my concern

But I did concern in a way that you wouldn't know

it may be bad for you

if I did asked you about what happened

I watched over everything happening

Their starting

and their ending as well

honestly

they ended up quite fast, out of my expectations

I thought they might hold on for some time at least

the girl is pretty 

the guy is rich

who knows?

I saw the full stop in their relationship this monday

well I guess you may feel better if you knew this

but no I'm not going to tell you

I'll just pretend that I don't know all these

I want you to lead a peace life and forget him bit by bit

although it might be painful

but it's a necessary pathway to be taken

you must forget everything happened in the past and move on

I'm sure you can find someone better

*He still makes my heartbeat skips whenever I saw him, even now*

emo kaki

语言是个很奇妙的东西

不同语言有不同的特点

有些语言可以很奇妙的把一些不相关的东西联系起来

比如说: emo kaki

这是马来西亚特有词

*还是我自己的？*

哈哈

不知道其他人不会用这词

但它意思也很不好解释

总之常搞emo的人就是emo kaki啦

近几年来

我变得稍微开朗了一些

原本内向的我

现在如果和别人介绍说：

“大家好，我是个很内向的人。”

大家恐怕会翻白眼

:D

是好是坏？

但事实是我常会在半夜夜阑人静的时候

稍稍emo一下下

渐渐觉得有时候小小emo一下也不是什么坏事

至少念工程系的我

还会保有敏感感性的一面

不会在日后因为日夜对着机械而变得麻木

emo的原因很多

但我倒是从来没为了学业emo

最多向朋友同学抱怨

独自一人为了学业伤心难过是件很蠢的事

学业是大家共同拥有的

要emo大家一起emo嘛

所以就成了大家一起诉关于学业的苦水

那可不是emo哦

可有些人有些事

是你自己专有的

除了你自己

根本没人能和你分享你的心情

所以你就emo了

或许一小段时间过了

就释然了

常为了同一个人emo

虽然很不值得

但是还是情不自禁

人啊

It's your love

hopefully someday later I can find someone like that 

=)

think life sucks?

think that life sucks?

u have a house to live in

you have sufficient money to spend

you have clothes to wear on

you have air-conds or fans when the weather is hot

you have blanket and jacket to put on when the weather is cold

you have a bunch of people who loves you

no matter blood-related or not

and when you face some problems

or in dilemma 

you think life sucks?

now think again

the kids in Africa have no food to eat

have no clean water to drink

have not even a pair of proper shoes or clothes to wear

you sit in the class and complain study sucks, life sucks

they don't even have books to read

they don't even know a single word

still think life sucks?

there are things that you need to conquer and overcome

life must not be always good

sometimes bad things happen for a reason

see it positive

and everything will be fine

when u look back after everything's over

u'll find out that it was just a very tiny problem

and u'll giggle

life sucks?

no, life never sucks,

it is u who think it sucks.