我会好好的

坚信只要自己坚持

一切都会好转的

日子越来越难过

但

有什么事是做起来容易的呢？

万事起头难

总是安慰自己

过了这一关

只要这一关

以后就会比较好过

但是在面前等待我们的

却是一个又一个的障碍

是我太软弱吗了？

我不愿接受失败

就得更努力地赶上时间的步伐

得付出更多的努力去完成我的功课

小时候

直到中学毕业前

我都在读着名句

多数

都是所谓的：

不经一番寒彻骨，

怎得梅花扑鼻香？

再不，就是：

吃得苦中苦，方为人上人。

再来：

天将降大任于斯人也，必先苦其心志，劳其筋骨，饿其体肤。

唉

我的祖先们

个个都是吃苦的能将

我现在就要去吃苦啦

哀哉呜呼也~

everything seems going wrong

I'd been so hectic in this past week

emm

I should be hectic

but I don't act like hectic

and therefore,

my homework accumulates

I can use tonnes to describe it now

German, English, and other science subjects to catch up

otherwise I'll surely screw my final up

as my final clashed with my AS German

I know I can do it

just that I need more determination in resisting the temptations of having fun

I may had indulged myself too much after SPM

and honestly I never really being back myself.

seniors all had done well in all their exams and they're flying on next year Jan after they finish their practical in GMI this year,

2 months I guess?

All the best seniors,

although I don't really had deep conversations nor good relationships with them

but still they earned my highest respect 

because they survived INTEC for 2.5 years

and I hope I can see them again in Germany of course

I have doubts now

Can I really do it?

I never actually done something according to my own schedule

I used to prefer to be casual

but things can't keep on going on like that

I don't wanna ruin my own dream

the dream to study abroad

the dream to explore more about this world

and yes

I have the ticket already (Thanks God for that! )

it's just about how I reach the entrance

and I know that the only thing I can depend on is myself

❤Life is a journey rather than destination. Enjoy it. ❤

emo

something stirred my mind

and

I don't think i can chase it out

capri

capri may seems silly sometimes

but I do only what I wanna do

I take account of other ppl's view on me everytime

and that makes me sometimes nearly collapsed

perhaps

I should live only in my own world?

Care too much on other ppl's word just simply makes you insane 

Gotta be cold-blooded enough to resist from now on

blogs

am addicted to a blog recently

the words are so fine and well structured

telling stories of a man living his life

and of course often updated too

lol

didn't list it down in my followed blog list

cause it's awkward as that person is neither my friend nor someone I familiar with

like what that blogger said

blog is somewhere I express myself and record my life

*although I don't really record all memorable moments of mine in my blog..hiakhiak..*

so I don't have to give a damn on thoughts of other ppl

LOL

ooppss...

seems so rude eh

=D

learn from mistake

some ppl just gotta get hammered hard to learn from their own mistake

if im continuing to behave like this

i'll be doomed soon i guess

gotta concentrate

but internet just get me distracted like it always did.

hmmmmm...

wrong step

because of the wrong step

I gained precious memory 

no regrets though

it seems like a stone is thrown out and it never comes back

no matter what the consequence is

I'll still treasure it.

anonymous

I hope

that person would be you.

UGLY

I think I'm ugly

And nobody wants to love me

Just like her

I wanna be pretty

I wanna be pretty

Don't lie to my face

tellin' me I'm pretty

Don't lie to my face

cua I know I'm ugly