farewell

westlife are separating after they finish this last series of performance

that doesn't really shocked me, surprisingly

I was lucky

I was able to meet them before they announce their separation

although it won't be that soon

but still

before they separate

I won't be able to watch their performance anymore

still,

I appreciate that night

back in 2007

I watched TVXQ's second concert in Msia

I was promising myself in my little heart

that I'll definitely come

if they're having concert again in Msia

then around 2009 the lawsuit incident came up

it was totally heartbreaking

I was still young back then

I was carrying hope that the lawsuit will be solved peacefully

but yet the core of the problem was not hot and fresh

it was rotten and it won't be that easy to be solved

and the nuclear atom was thrown among Cassies

as the fact that they're separated into duo and trio was revealed

every Cassie is hoping and praying that some miracle will appear and save this 5 dudes and bring them together again

but how the whole case develop?

it is not the end yet. 

no one knows when will it end

the trio is now still boycotted by the media companies in Korea despite of their great and enormous success

the world is never fair isn't it?

I am lucky

to be able to watch my favorite groups' performance

if they never come

and I never went

I guess

I'll be living in regrets now

I'm grateful that I have the luck

to make the right decisions and sacrifices sometimes

and I never know that

if I decided oppositely back then

wow!

it'll be a scar in my life perhaps

LOL