Social network

I have few social network accounts

And it starts to bother me now

Why am I having few but not only one?

I started to try to escape from one to another one

From the most populated one to the less populated one. 

In the end I find out

what I need is only privacy

but still I need someone to see and share my life

It's soooooooooooooo

It's like having split personalities.

I have no idea what exactly I want

I've been counting so much that sometimes I even lose myself.

Isn't it nice to just being yourself sometimes?

But not everyone will accept who you are

That's why you need to disguise yourself to let the others accept you.

OR

Sometimes your true self is just so ugly that even you yourself couldn't accept it with an opened heart

So you make it up in a way that you think yourself so as the others would accept and like

BUT

The thought that pops up in your mind sometimes just couldn't be expressed directly as they'll horrify or annoy people. 

so I can only disguise myself among these crowds and hardly be myself.

pathetic.

but yet

I don't wanna make any effort to change it

Cause at least

no motivation yet. 

Jeeeeeeez...

Still

I'll walk among these social networks like I always do.